Sunday, December 31, 2006
Stevie
We cleaned 4 buildings today and between everyone of them I listened to Stevie tell me about his ideas about what he wants to do. It became deafening after a while. I know he has hopes and dreams, but he doesn't realize that these require money and a budget to get there and he just won't listen. I am tired. Will talk more later
New Years Eve
Good morning,
Today's is New Years eve and tommorow is my anniversary. It will be 9 years. Last night Stevie and I went to Michaels Arts and Crafts and Stevie, was looking at wedding stuff he could make or as we call it foofoo. He was upset that I did not stand there with him and he did not want to make it look like he was standing there himself. Oh well he finally got over it. I did buy a clay set where I can put and impression of Jenny's hand/feet and then it will make a picture frame, that was cool. Well I will talk again later.
Today's is New Years eve and tommorow is my anniversary. It will be 9 years. Last night Stevie and I went to Michaels Arts and Crafts and Stevie, was looking at wedding stuff he could make or as we call it foofoo. He was upset that I did not stand there with him and he did not want to make it look like he was standing there himself. Oh well he finally got over it. I did buy a clay set where I can put and impression of Jenny's hand/feet and then it will make a picture frame, that was cool. Well I will talk again later.
Saturday, December 30, 2006
Saturday morning
Hello,
Well we only cleaned on building last night, went to eat at the Mexican restaurant in White House, and then went to Movie Gallery. I bought Garfield, RV, Grandma's boy and Ice the Meltdown. I rented absolute zero and another movie about rock climbing on Everest I think. For some reason, movies about rock climbing, global warming are really interesting to me now. We will probably go get Stevie a new vacuum cleaner today. Well gotta go, Jenny is UP and she waits for no one :))
Well we only cleaned on building last night, went to eat at the Mexican restaurant in White House, and then went to Movie Gallery. I bought Garfield, RV, Grandma's boy and Ice the Meltdown. I rented absolute zero and another movie about rock climbing on Everest I think. For some reason, movies about rock climbing, global warming are really interesting to me now. We will probably go get Stevie a new vacuum cleaner today. Well gotta go, Jenny is UP and she waits for no one :))
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Stevie Rant
Hello,
Almost the entire time we cleaned tonight Stevie ranted about something. He states that he is in a creative box and he does not understand why I can't see that. He says he will die if he does not get out of the box. He says he doesn't want people to say when he dies that he cleaned a toilet really well. I told him that my nephews will just remember how angry he was all of the time. He said that if they were locked in their room all weekend, and not being allowed to leave, that they would be angry to. Because that is how he feels about being in his "box". He states that the only reason he started the janitor business is because that is the only business his family would support him on. He states it bores him to tears, that he has no creative out lit, it is strangling him. He wants a studio, so that he can be creative. I explained that before he can have a studio, he must get on a budget so that we can afford the house and building. He said he didn't understand how I could so unaffected by the lack of creativity. I explained that I had to be practical, he then said that we must break the practical bone so that I could be creative. Apparently the thought of a budget scares the sh&t out of him He states the he is so depressed, his life is bad, his sex life is boring and he cannot be creative. I have no idea what to tell him. Unless he goes by a budget then he is just plain stuck and telling him that is like giving a kid a shot. He also stated that he wanted to make enough money to buy all of his "toys", so I ask him how much would that take and he said he wasn't sure. He also wanted me to fill out a credit application so that he could see about buying a wood master (it is some kind of wood shop machinery). 1. I have no independent income. 2. I don't want it dinging my credit and 3. He has NO PLACE to put the thing if he did buy it!!!!!
He is truly driving me nuts and then I have to hear how Tony's wife supports him in everything he does. Tony has a few hobbies, art (I support most of Stevie's art work), guns (I support Stevie's gun hobby as much as possible) and sex with anyone he wants and he brings them home and Tony's wife doesn't care. Stevie has stated that he doesn't want to bring anyone home, he doesn't want Tony's lifestyle (Tony and Molly work a swingers club), but he wishes that I would support him more. I have NO IDEA WHAT HE WANTS FROM ME. I clean his toilets, because that is the job he chose, and I really think he needs to get over himself. I better go for now. I am going to make and effort to still post everyday.
good night
Leelee
Almost the entire time we cleaned tonight Stevie ranted about something. He states that he is in a creative box and he does not understand why I can't see that. He says he will die if he does not get out of the box. He says he doesn't want people to say when he dies that he cleaned a toilet really well. I told him that my nephews will just remember how angry he was all of the time. He said that if they were locked in their room all weekend, and not being allowed to leave, that they would be angry to. Because that is how he feels about being in his "box". He states that the only reason he started the janitor business is because that is the only business his family would support him on. He states it bores him to tears, that he has no creative out lit, it is strangling him. He wants a studio, so that he can be creative. I explained that before he can have a studio, he must get on a budget so that we can afford the house and building. He said he didn't understand how I could so unaffected by the lack of creativity. I explained that I had to be practical, he then said that we must break the practical bone so that I could be creative. Apparently the thought of a budget scares the sh&t out of him He states the he is so depressed, his life is bad, his sex life is boring and he cannot be creative. I have no idea what to tell him. Unless he goes by a budget then he is just plain stuck and telling him that is like giving a kid a shot. He also stated that he wanted to make enough money to buy all of his "toys", so I ask him how much would that take and he said he wasn't sure. He also wanted me to fill out a credit application so that he could see about buying a wood master (it is some kind of wood shop machinery). 1. I have no independent income. 2. I don't want it dinging my credit and 3. He has NO PLACE to put the thing if he did buy it!!!!!
He is truly driving me nuts and then I have to hear how Tony's wife supports him in everything he does. Tony has a few hobbies, art (I support most of Stevie's art work), guns (I support Stevie's gun hobby as much as possible) and sex with anyone he wants and he brings them home and Tony's wife doesn't care. Stevie has stated that he doesn't want to bring anyone home, he doesn't want Tony's lifestyle (Tony and Molly work a swingers club), but he wishes that I would support him more. I have NO IDEA WHAT HE WANTS FROM ME. I clean his toilets, because that is the job he chose, and I really think he needs to get over himself. I better go for now. I am going to make and effort to still post everyday.
good night
Leelee
Tired and Cold
Hello,
I have been cold for the last month and I can't seem to get over it, as always it is because I am fat. When I lose this weight my life will be perfect apparently. It is late in the day and we should have started cleaning 2 hours ago, but I have been asleep for 3 hours. AGGHH. I am going to see what kind of diet will boost my thyoid.
by for now
I have been cold for the last month and I can't seem to get over it, as always it is because I am fat. When I lose this weight my life will be perfect apparently. It is late in the day and we should have started cleaning 2 hours ago, but I have been asleep for 3 hours. AGGHH. I am going to see what kind of diet will boost my thyoid.
by for now
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
I am tired
Hello,
The diet is struggling, Stevie wants to take artistic pictures of naked people. Jenny is doing okay and the monthly visitor is here!!!! I am feeling just PEACHY. NOT!!! Sometimes I really wonder about Stevie, he has more business ideas than I can ever type and he gets very agitated if I do not go along with his every whim. He states that I will be a complete failure if I don't make a 2 year plan. I don't know what I want to do tomorrow, much less in 2 years. His latest thing is taking artistic pictures of naked people and incorporating their bodies into landscapes. He states that I am to narrow minded if I don't support him in this. If anyone feels that this is okay. Please respond, otherwise I have told him to go to Gatlinburg and take pictures of mountains that way. He states if I don't let him take these pictures, then I am inhibiting his creativity. I really do like most of his pictures especially the black and white, but then he has to bring in naked people and I just don't understand.
The diet is struggling, Stevie wants to take artistic pictures of naked people. Jenny is doing okay and the monthly visitor is here!!!! I am feeling just PEACHY. NOT!!! Sometimes I really wonder about Stevie, he has more business ideas than I can ever type and he gets very agitated if I do not go along with his every whim. He states that I will be a complete failure if I don't make a 2 year plan. I don't know what I want to do tomorrow, much less in 2 years. His latest thing is taking artistic pictures of naked people and incorporating their bodies into landscapes. He states that I am to narrow minded if I don't support him in this. If anyone feels that this is okay. Please respond, otherwise I have told him to go to Gatlinburg and take pictures of mountains that way. He states if I don't let him take these pictures, then I am inhibiting his creativity. I really do like most of his pictures especially the black and white, but then he has to bring in naked people and I just don't understand.
Saturday, December 23, 2006
2 days before Christmas
Hello,
Sorry I have not written in a couple of days it has been hectic. Stevie now wants to go back to doing gift baskets, floral and possible sell spa items. I really believe that he hates his janitorial work. He says it does not give him an artistic out lit.
My nephew Aaron spent Wednesday and Thursday with us and went home Friday morning. I will probably being paying for his therapy for years. Stevie gripes about everything and lots of things he shouldn't in front of the kids. He talks about how he doesn't want me watching Teresa's kids in the afternoon anymore and claims that gives us a late start cleaning, but there is no reason why he can't start sooner by himself at the most he would be alone for an hour. He then states that his mother is angry that I am watching the kids, because we now don't get started cleaning to late and we are late getting back. What she doesn't know is that on the days we have been really late, her son has been shopping, but of course he does not tell her that and let's me take all of the blame. She never tells me this stuff, she apparently tells Stevie. When we dropped Jenny off on Thursday night, he came out the car just angry talking about I had to stop watching Teresa's kids and I was the reason he was getting jumped and poor Aaron was in the back seat hearing all of this (he is one of Teresa's kids) and then Stevie gripes about how he doesn't have any money and before we clean all of our buildings, he goes to the game stop and spends $165 on games. I gave Teresa a brief explanation of what happened and assured her that I would continue to watch her children. She has not paid me yet, but I told her she could wait until after Christmas, to me it is not the end of the world, but Stevie has been screaming about everything lately. He woke up this morning and stated I was asinine because I had put Jenny's clothes in the dresser drawer. I really believe he is loosing it.
Everybody is taking a nap, I am going to haul the trash off and get some tape so that I can wrap gifts.
Sorry I have not written in a couple of days it has been hectic. Stevie now wants to go back to doing gift baskets, floral and possible sell spa items. I really believe that he hates his janitorial work. He says it does not give him an artistic out lit.
My nephew Aaron spent Wednesday and Thursday with us and went home Friday morning. I will probably being paying for his therapy for years. Stevie gripes about everything and lots of things he shouldn't in front of the kids. He talks about how he doesn't want me watching Teresa's kids in the afternoon anymore and claims that gives us a late start cleaning, but there is no reason why he can't start sooner by himself at the most he would be alone for an hour. He then states that his mother is angry that I am watching the kids, because we now don't get started cleaning to late and we are late getting back. What she doesn't know is that on the days we have been really late, her son has been shopping, but of course he does not tell her that and let's me take all of the blame. She never tells me this stuff, she apparently tells Stevie. When we dropped Jenny off on Thursday night, he came out the car just angry talking about I had to stop watching Teresa's kids and I was the reason he was getting jumped and poor Aaron was in the back seat hearing all of this (he is one of Teresa's kids) and then Stevie gripes about how he doesn't have any money and before we clean all of our buildings, he goes to the game stop and spends $165 on games. I gave Teresa a brief explanation of what happened and assured her that I would continue to watch her children. She has not paid me yet, but I told her she could wait until after Christmas, to me it is not the end of the world, but Stevie has been screaming about everything lately. He woke up this morning and stated I was asinine because I had put Jenny's clothes in the dresser drawer. I really believe he is loosing it.
Everybody is taking a nap, I am going to haul the trash off and get some tape so that I can wrap gifts.
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